There was one night in last month, through the phone mom said someone told her that I am suffering in here. She told me that she is upset about it. When she heard this, her heart sank. Mine either.
Why would people do this? I mean, why he/she comes to this conclusion saying that I am suffering? And what does he/she base on? I don’t get it. I guess it must be from my blog’s entries. I do realize that there is an entry about illustrating myself as a maid. I admit that I felt like a maid at that time but I don’t see as a negative thing because I know I am learning to take up a responsibility.
I also do realize that there is another entry saying I am not adapting to the working environment. Does anyone blend into the environment in just a week when they had a drastic change from Asian working environment to Caucasian working environment? Maybe other peoples do, but honestly I don’t.
If someday you really want to be a messager for me and my mom, try not to be too selective and just share my discomfort with her. Because that will make her worry. Also, please understand the fact that those downs are segments of life and discomfort is just the beginning of a new skill.
Meantime, I will also understand that I was the one who wrote those entries so I will bear the consequences. But that won’t change me. I gonna be truthful to my feelings.
Or maybe, if you really need to discuss about it, whatever it is, I am here to listen. ^.^
