Ssshhh…

1. … I don’t actually bite my fingernails off. I sometimes eat them. No no, I am going to be honest. I eat them most of the times. No no, maybe all the times. Haha. It’s tasteless I know but it’s nice. I can’t help it. Ohhh… I feel disgusting and crazy now.

2. … I am reading a book named “Happiness Now!”. It is not that I am not happy. I am reading it for the sake of getting myself a way to control my emotion. I get emotional too easily. I really have to do something about it.

3. … I think I have compulsive obsessive order. I MUST drink a sip of water, check and make sure stove, switches, and most of the household stuffs off before I sleep. And more…but i think it is enough for now because I don’t want to know that I am simply crazy.

4. … I am indeed love Yoppo but recently I have not been vocal. I don’t say that to him as often as I did. I adore him laaaa deep down.

5. … I get very sleepy at work from 8 am – 9am. Then I get myself into the washroom, stay in the cubicle and SLEEP for minutes. Yes it helps. I never got to know this but since my best friend Ah wan taught me during my employment service in MYOB, so may as well make use of the skill from times to times.

6. … once I went to school without putting on my bra. Ends up Rach sent me all the way home just to get me to put on my bra. How embarrassing.

7. … Yoppo and I were in a silence. We heard something knocking our doors just now. I got freaked up. Yoppo just got to open the door then we saw that there are lots of ice on the floor! Hails just came together with the storm. I picked some up from my balcony. Gosh, they are like 2-3 cm long.

8. … Dear GOD, I want to pray for the storm to stop so it doesn’t shatter houses in North and South. But I also want to pray for more rains so we have more waters in the dam because that will help us with the water restriction levels. Dear GOD, I hope this conflicting prayers count. Thank you GOD.

Before…

1. … I went back to Malaysia for my three weeks holiday, I had cravings for lots of my favorites food. But when I was really home I didn’t feel like having them all anymore. That’s what we called crazy.

2. …, I was working at Jeppesen, Boeing but now I am with TechnologyOne. It was a decision made before the holiday and I really hope everything turns out great.

3. …, I was strong. I haven’t been sick for ages and now sadly I am terribly sick. I left work at 10 am this morning because I sneezed like I never did before, my eyes were teary and I kept coughing. I chose to head home so I don’t spread the virus to anyone else and I need a rest.

4. …, I thought I was able to manage my wedding ceremony while I am away from home, but I start to think it is a difficult thing to do. I am having problems in sorting things out via phone!

5. … my holiday I lost a couple of kgs but now they are coming back to haunt me! Why why why?

6. …, I had my hair straighten, it was already straight. But after the hair straightening my hair ain’t that straight anymore. Thank you, the auntie hairstylist.

7. …, I was using herbal essence to wash my hair, now I have no choice but use RedKen because of my hair condition! Hmmmphhh! I won’t go back to that salon anymore!

8. …

I thought the make up artist did a good work but hiring her to my wedding day needs RM 2500 exclusive of accommodation, food and transport. Oh yes, kill me please.